They drank on for a time till presently Liu Bei noticed that his host was
weeping, and when he asked the cause of these tears, Liu Biao replied,
"It is that secret sorrow I spoke of to you before. I wished to tell you,
but there was no opportunity that day."
"O brother, what difficulty have you, and can I assist you? I am entirely at your service." " My first wife, of the Chen family, bore me a son Liu Qi, my eldest.He grew
up virtuous but weakly and unfitted to succeed me in my office. Later I
took a wife of the Cai family, who bore me a son named Liu Zong, fairly
intelligent.If I pass over the elder in favor of the younger, there is
the breach of the rule of primogeniture.But if I follow law and custom,
there are the intrigues of the Cai family and clan to be reckoned with.Further,
the army is in the hollow of their hands. There will be trouble, and I cannot decide what to do."
Liu Bei said, "All experience proves that to set aside the elder for the younger is to
take the way of confusion. If you fear the power of the Cai faction, then
gradually reduce its power and influence, but do not let doting affection lead you into making the younger your heir." Liu Biao pondered silent. But Lady Cai had had a suspicion why her lord had summoned Liu Bei and
what was the subject of discussion, so she had determined to listen secretly.She
was behind the screen when the matter was talked over, and she conceived
deep resentment against Liu Bei for what he had said.
On his side, Liu Bei felt that his advice had fallen upon a forbidden subject, and he arose and walked across the room. As he did so he noticed that he was getting heavy and stiff, and a furtive
tear stole down his cheek as he thought of the past. When he returned and sat down, his host noticed the traces of weeping
and asked the cause of his sorrow.
"In the past I was always in the saddle, and I was slender and lithe.Now it is so long since I rode that I am getting
stout, and the days and months are slipping by---wasted. I shall have old
age on me in no time, and I have accomplished nothing. So I am sad."
"I have heard a story that when you were at Xuchang at the season
of green plums, you and Cao Cao were discussing heroes. You mentioned this
name and that to him as humans of parts, and he rejected everyone of them.
Finally he said that you and he were the only two persons of real worth
in the whole empire. If he with all his power and authority did not dare
to place himself in front of you, I do not think you need grieve about
having accomplished nothing."
At this flattering speech Liu Bei, as wine was getting the better of him and in a half maudlin manner, replied, "If I only had a starting point, then I would not be afraid of anyone in
a world full of fools." His host said no more and the guest, feeling that he had slipped up in
speech, rose as if drunk, took leave, and staggered out saying he must return to
his lodging to recover.
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